colony_brat: (Stunned)
colony_brat ([personal profile] colony_brat) wrote2008-10-31 03:26 am

Don't Go Into The Light

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[The journal clicks on and Duo's voice is strong but almost airy. It's almost like he's not paying attention to what he's doing. His eyes are glazed and distant in the little picture.]

I just wanted to let everyone know that I love Hijiri Minase. I love everythin' about him from his strong, calloused, violin-playin' fingers to his slight body to his hypnotizing, green eyes. I love the devilish side of him that flirts and plays just as much as I do. I love the way he accepts my bloodied hands and flirtatious attitude. I love how jealous he can be and how he saves himself just for me. He makes me feel special. I want to stay in this place just to be with him and to hell with my world. I wake up from nightmares where I had to return and never see him again. I wanna take care of and please him more than I've wanted anyone else. I really feel like a servant to him, but I'm happy with it. I feel needed again.

[There's a pause and he almost sways for a moment before he speaks again.]

I'm sorry, Has. It'll probably hurt you to hear that, but it's all true. I still care 'bout you, but it's different. I'm still here for ya and I still love ya in a way like how I love Kam. Don't hate me for this.

[The journal never really turns off. Duo just wanders away to do his usual morning stuff including a shower and going shopping for stuff for Azzip. After a while of silence, the journal apparently gets bored and turns itself off.]

(ooc: That's right people. Curiosity might have killed the cat, but it hypnotized the pilot. He was out for his morning run (which now happens in the dark since the days are so short) when he saw the swinging light. Like a good soldier, he tried to gather intel before rushing in... that means he stared at it for too long. Duo hates the word love and even worse, he hates being public about it. I figured this was the most out of character thing he could do. Still, it's all true so there you go. Duo will think this was a dream if he's questioned, but the entry's been blocked from deletion by his own hacking skills. It's not going anywhere even after he finds out about it.)
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Mn. I want that too. Very, very much.
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Hm... the rest of my breakfast?
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
[laughs softly at how quickly and eagerly Duo strips] Right here on this chair~?
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
Here then. Havne't really tried it on a chair before~ I hope this chair doesn't break~! [laughs] Serve me my breakfast then~ ♥
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
[stands up as instructed, letting Duo undress him]
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[watches Duo walk around in a sort of trance, chuckling softly to himself. Hijiri waits for him to resume his seat then straddles him again]
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[strokes Duo's hair when he leans forward] Hm... we could try something different and go from bottom up?
akumanotrill: (cute)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-10 02:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[laughs a bit] That did sound strange... What I meant is that you can kiss me from down here... [points to his belly] ..up to my lips.
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-11 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
[sits further back on Duo's lap then leans back more with his hands on Duo's shoulders, then closes his eyes to enjoy this with a light hum]
akumanotrill: (laugh)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-11 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[laughs softly when Duo's breath and the light touch of his lips tickle]
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-11 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
[breathes in a soft moan, leaning more towards Duo's teasing lips, quivering at the sucking]
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-11 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[tilts his head to one side, humming a little louder as he leans closer]

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