Don't Go Into The Light

[colony_brat]

[Voice]

[The journal clicks on and Duo's voice is strong but almost airy. It's almost like he's not paying attention to what he's doing. His eyes are glazed and distant in the little picture.]

I just wanted to let everyone know that I love Hijiri Minase. I love everythin' about him from his strong, calloused, violin-playin' fingers to his slight body to his hypnotizing, green eyes. I love the devilish side of him that flirts and plays just as much as I do. I love the way he accepts my bloodied hands and flirtatious attitude. I love how jealous he can be and how he saves himself just for me. He makes me feel special. I want to stay in this place just to be with him and to hell with my world. I wake up from nightmares where I had to return and never see him again. I wanna take care of and please him more than I've wanted anyone else. I really feel like a servant to him, but I'm happy with it. I feel needed again.

[There's a pause and he almost sways for a moment before he speaks again.]

I'm sorry, Has. It'll probably hurt you to hear that, but it's all true. I still care 'bout you, but it's different. I'm still here for ya and I still love ya in a way like how I love Kam. Don't hate me for this.

[The journal never really turns off. Duo just wanders away to do his usual morning stuff including a shower and going shopping for stuff for Azzip. After a while of silence, the journal apparently gets bored and turns itself off.]

(ooc: That's right people. Curiosity might have killed the cat, but it hypnotized the pilot. He was out for his morning run (which now happens in the dark since the days are so short) when he saw the swinging light. Like a good soldier, he tried to gather intel before rushing in... that means he stared at it for too long. Duo hates the word love and even worse, he hates being public about it. I figured this was the most out of character thing he could do. Still, it's all true so there you go. Duo will think this was a dream if he's questioned, but the entry's been blocked from deletion by his own hacking skills. It's not going anywhere even after he finds out about it.)

Comments

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[sits further back on Duo's lap then leans back more with his hands on Duo's shoulders, then closes his eyes to enjoy this with a light hum]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo hums happily in response, pleased that he's making Hijiri happy. His lips trail and kiss up the center of his chest, over his ribs, up his sides.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[laughs softly when Duo's breath and the light touch of his lips tickle]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo's lips kiss up and around Hijiri's nipples. He brushes his lips over the hard nubs, back and forth, until he seals his lips around one and sucks. Then he moves over to the other and repeats the action.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[breathes in a soft moan, leaning more towards Duo's teasing lips, quivering at the sucking]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo's lips move up slowly, over his collarbone before dipping his tongue into the hallow of his throat.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[tilts his head to one side, humming a little louder as he leans closer]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[He moves his lips up Hijiri's neck, around his jaw, down the other side, and up the middle again toward his lips.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[moves his head according with soft sounds of approval, eyes lightly closed. His lips part a little when he senses Duo moving towards them]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo blinks his eyes closed when he realizes he won't be staring into Hijiri's. His lips brush over Hijiri's, kissing from one corner to the other before staying there as Duo flicks his tongue into the space between.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[he parts his lips more when he feels Duo's tongue]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo slips his tongue in, licking the taste of fruit from his lover's tongue.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[he licks back and presses closer against Duo]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo's hands slide up Hijiri's back, holding him as he shifts a little and moves down in the chair. He rubs his stiffening member against his.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[he moans and quivers at that when his own very aroused shaft brushes against Duo's]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo's finally forced to pull his lips away from Hijiri's, worried that his lover's not getting enough air. His cheeks are flushed and he's panting a little as he looks back up at Hijiri wtih his glazed, very purple eyes.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[Hijiri slowly opened his equally glazed eyes to glance down at him, catching his breath as well then he presses even closer and resting his arms on Duo's shoulders, he grabs the back of the chair and starts thrusting his length against Duo's]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo's lips part in a slight gasp as his hands grip Hijiri's hips so he can press himself harder against that delicious friction.] Ya feel- so good- bright eyes.

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

You feel good too... [slide towards him more as he increases the pace of the rubbing]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo can't help groaning as his eyes slowly open and close. Having Hijiri rubbing against him like this makes Duo feel increadibly hot, even if he body temperature is only raised slightly.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[smiles and leans forward to suck on Duo's neck as he keeps up the thrusts]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo's head falls to the side and he starts trying to lift himself out of the chair to get more of the feeling of Hijiri's slick skin against his own.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[gets up a bit so Duo can lift himself and keeps the pace. He nips lightly along Duo's neck then nibbles on his ear]

[Action]

[colony_brat]

[Duo moans happily again and whispers his love for Hijiri softly in a sigh. He pulls a hand from Hijiri's hip and wiggles it between them to wrap aroundboth of them.]

[Action]

[akumanotrill]

[smiles widely at the words and murmurs them back to him before running his tongue along the edge of Duo's ear. His hold on the back of the chair tightens when Duo's hand wraps round them both with a soft gasp as he keeps grinding against him]