colony_brat: (Stunned)
colony_brat ([personal profile] colony_brat) wrote2008-10-31 03:26 am

Don't Go Into The Light

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[The journal clicks on and Duo's voice is strong but almost airy. It's almost like he's not paying attention to what he's doing. His eyes are glazed and distant in the little picture.]

I just wanted to let everyone know that I love Hijiri Minase. I love everythin' about him from his strong, calloused, violin-playin' fingers to his slight body to his hypnotizing, green eyes. I love the devilish side of him that flirts and plays just as much as I do. I love the way he accepts my bloodied hands and flirtatious attitude. I love how jealous he can be and how he saves himself just for me. He makes me feel special. I want to stay in this place just to be with him and to hell with my world. I wake up from nightmares where I had to return and never see him again. I wanna take care of and please him more than I've wanted anyone else. I really feel like a servant to him, but I'm happy with it. I feel needed again.

[There's a pause and he almost sways for a moment before he speaks again.]

I'm sorry, Has. It'll probably hurt you to hear that, but it's all true. I still care 'bout you, but it's different. I'm still here for ya and I still love ya in a way like how I love Kam. Don't hate me for this.

[The journal never really turns off. Duo just wanders away to do his usual morning stuff including a shower and going shopping for stuff for Azzip. After a while of silence, the journal apparently gets bored and turns itself off.]

(ooc: That's right people. Curiosity might have killed the cat, but it hypnotized the pilot. He was out for his morning run (which now happens in the dark since the days are so short) when he saw the swinging light. Like a good soldier, he tried to gather intel before rushing in... that means he stared at it for too long. Duo hates the word love and even worse, he hates being public about it. I figured this was the most out of character thing he could do. Still, it's all true so there you go. Duo will think this was a dream if he's questioned, but the entry's been blocked from deletion by his own hacking skills. It's not going anywhere even after he finds out about it.)
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-06 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
You certainly have~ [licks his fingers]

Hm... spread it out~
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-07 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mind at all~

It's something he wants very much~
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-07 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[gladly receives it]

And that will make him very, very happy~
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-07 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[and he continues to lie there contently on Duo's lap]

Little gifts from time to time would be nice~
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-07 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[smiles, closing his eyes as he leans slightly against Duo's fingers as the brush against his cheek]

My favorite colour? Hm... I don't really have one. [thinks a bit then reaches up to touch Duo's cheek] If I had to choose... I guess it would have to be the colour of your eyes~
akumanotrill: (laugh)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-07 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[sighs softly and happily at that]

[laughs a bit] Hm... [no, he's not thinking of another shinigami for a brief moment...] Violet.
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-08 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe~ ♥ It's too comfortable here... don't want to move.

But they really do look pretty when they're violet~ Am I the only one right now that can make them violet?
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-08 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
Mn.

I want to make them violet now~ ♥
akumanotrill: (Default)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-08 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Mn... I dunno... I guess I should experiment a bit and see how many shades of violet I can make your eyes change into? [nuzzles Duo's lap with a soft, playing mewing]
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-09 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Hijiri smiles up at him then nuzzled Duo's hand, continuing to mew softly] Hm... I don't now... I hope I do well enough.

[he slides one of his hands slowly up and down Duo's thigh]
akumanotrill: (Hijiri ♥)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-09 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Mn... [slides his hand further, slipping it under Duo's shirt as he lightly caresses the contours of his abs. While doing so he glances up at Duo with a smile, watching his eyes carefully]
akumanotrill: (demonic charm)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-09 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[smiles widens at the reaction he's caused as he slips his hand up further, teasing Duo's nipples as he mews at him again and keeps his eyes on Duo's]
akumanotrill: (demonic charm)

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[personal profile] akumanotrill 2008-11-09 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[stops the touches, smiling triumphantly] They're all violet already~ ♥ [he doesn't break eye contact as he slowly sits up a bit for a better look]

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