Lights out but Fun's still on

[colony_brat]

[Voice For Those Without Light]

Wow it's dark out here. Good thing Sizzle taught me that little flame trick or I couldn't see anythin'. Well, don't panic guys. I'm sure there are candles and lanterns and plenty of oil at the stores. Not ta mention, we can light plenty of fires with wood from the forest. Anyone out there needin' help 'cause they can't see, let me know. I can help ya start some fires.

Has, Ryu, I'll take cara the shoppin' since I don't need ta carry a latern or somethin' with me. I'll practice so I don't have ta hold the flame anymore.

Azzip will still be open and should be a source of light to those of ya lost in the dark. I'll put a bunch of candles and stuff around the place.

The party'll still be on. The dark'll just make it more scary and we need somethin' fun ta look forward to. Just bring candles with your pj's. We can also blow them all out and play "Guess who's hand!" Groping in the dark can be fun!

Edit: I forgot to mention, the party's gunna be on the fourth floor of the fourth appartment buildin'. So no movin' in. Someone help me keep the new feathers out or we're takin' over and they'll just have ta join us.

Comments

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

*huddles himself close, putting his arms around Duo's shoulders* I have a friend named Kuhn and he's worse than you are.. just... try and do it a little less to them?

[colony_brat]

*rubs his face against Haseo* Don't know the guy so I can't argue if I'm worse, but I don't think I'll get any better. Flirtin's one of my favorite way of gettin' epople to do what I want. It's one of the best ways to get information and stuff. I don't think I'll ever be a good boyfriend, but you're worth tryin'.

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

... Thanks. I'll try and be around more.

[colony_brat]

I like havin' you around. *cuddling against him* It's nice ta not feel so isolated here.

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know what you mean...

[colony_brat]

*tangling them together even closer* Ya know this is all gunna end in tears right? Even if Shinigami doesn't kill ya, I'm still gunna break your heart. I'll never be a good boyfriend. I know ya hate hearin' that, but I wanna warn ya.

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

... I don't wanna hear it... I-I wanna be happy while I can. I... I don't want to.. I don't... *clings tightly to him and tries to keep his composure*

[colony_brat]

*sighs, realizing that his attempts to save Haseo were just causing more pain now* *rubs his hand up and down his back* Alright Has, I just want ya to be happy and I'll do whatever I can ta make you that way.

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

*shakes and tries not to cry* damn it.. damnitdamnit..

[colony_brat]

*frowning, holding on to Haseo as tight as he can* Has? What's the matter? Give me somethin' ta work with.

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

*shakes his head, swallowing* I don't understand you. You talk in circles and say one thing to the next and the next. You try to push me away and then try to comfort me. You're just like him, damn it. You're just like..

[colony_brat]

Told ya I sucked at this. I don't have any idea what the hell I'm doin'. I try ta push you away 'cause- 'cause I don't want somethin' ta happen to you. I try not ta get attached to anyone because of it and now I don't know what to do when I am gettin' attacked to someone and I don't wanna see you hurt so I don't know what the hell ta do. *practically ranting and showing his utter confusion too*

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

Shutupshutupshutup. I don't wanna hear it. I don't want to hear anymore confusing bullshit out of you today. Do you think I'm some damsel in distress? Like I need someone to protect me? This isn't a war! This isn't a battleground and if it was, I can fend for myself, damn it! Do you think I can't handle it? You're so damn complex that no one can understand? You think I'm weak and will just die so easy because of your fucking curse that's all in your head?! I spent too damn long growing strong to listen to that! I had people to save too! I had my life on the line just as much as you!

I-I don't want to hear it. No more bullshit. No more talking like-- like HIM. The one good thing was that Ovan wasn't here. He wasn't here to use me or manipulate me or make me hurt. And now you're talking just like him! I--

*he grips his fists and stands up* I need some time.. because I can't take someone who's doubting me. I'm a damn fool, a damn fool all over again! *hurries off and out of the house*

[colony_brat]

*just staring after him* It's better this way. It has to be... right? I don't fuckin' know. Stray cats should stay on the streets where they belong. Least I have a couch at Azzip. Damn I suck at shit. I started carin' because he was strong, just can't remember that. Damn I hate bein' a pilot sometimes. Fuck I miss 'Scythe.