colony_brat | Don't Go Into The Light

[Voice]

[The journal clicks on and Duo's voice is strong but almost airy. It's almost like he's not paying attention to what he's doing. His eyes are glazed and distant in the little picture.]

I just wanted to let everyone know that I love Hijiri Minase. I love everythin' about him from his strong, calloused, violin-playin' fingers to his slight body to his hypnotizing, green eyes. I love the devilish side of him that flirts and plays just as much as I do. I love the way he accepts my bloodied hands and flirtatious attitude. I love how jealous he can be and how he saves himself just for me. He makes me feel special. I want to stay in this place just to be with him and to hell with my world. I wake up from nightmares where I had to return and never see him again. I wanna take care of and please him more than I've wanted anyone else. I really feel like a servant to him, but I'm happy with it. I feel needed again.

[There's a pause and he almost sways for a moment before he speaks again.]

I'm sorry, Has. It'll probably hurt you to hear that, but it's all true. I still care 'bout you, but it's different. I'm still here for ya and I still love ya in a way like how I love Kam. Don't hate me for this.

[The journal never really turns off. Duo just wanders away to do his usual morning stuff including a shower and going shopping for stuff for Azzip. After a while of silence, the journal apparently gets bored and turns itself off.]

(ooc: That's right people. Curiosity might have killed the cat, but it hypnotized the pilot. He was out for his morning run (which now happens in the dark since the days are so short) when he saw the swinging light. Like a good soldier, he tried to gather intel before rushing in... that means he stared at it for too long. Duo hates the word love and even worse, he hates being public about it. I figured this was the most out of character thing he could do. Still, it's all true so there you go. Duo will think this was a dream if he's questioned, but the entry's been blocked from deletion by his own hacking skills. It's not going anywhere even after he finds out about it.)

Current Mood: groggy
Current Location: Azzip

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

From:

akumanotrill

[moves to lie half on his own chair and half on Duo's lap, then opens his mouth wide] Ahh~

[smiles widely] Yes, it was~ You went to all that trouble to find wrapping paper and a bow to match it. Then wrote a note for it~ ♥ Big, scary shinigami is turning sweet and sappy ne~~ ♥ I liked it very, very much though~

From:

colony_brat

[Duo grins and sets the piece of fruit on Hijiri's tongue. His free arm comes up to help support him comfortably.] Think I like this~

[Seriously, it's just hot.] Shoulda known you were gunna be a bad influence on me. Glad ya liked it. I said I'd try...

From:

akumanotrill

[takes the fruit into his mouth and chews slowly on it] Mn. It's comfortable~

[chuckles softly] I want more things like that then~

From:

colony_brat

Then you'll just have ta stay here for a bit. [He pulls the plate closer and picks up another piece. He offers it to Hijiri.]

I'll see if I can think a anythin' else like that I can do... what's your favorite dessert?

From:

akumanotrill

Mn. [opens wide to receive the next piece of fruit]

Okay~ Hm? Favourite dessert... [he smiles] You~ ♥ [laughs lightly] Hm... caramel pudding, I guess. Haven't had that for such a long time.

From:

colony_brat

[slips it in and then paints the juice on his fingers around Hijiri's soft lips]

Well, you can have me for breakfast almost anytime ya want. [laughs too] I'll have ta find ya some. Between Kam, Quat, and the library, should be able ta come up wtih somethin' for ya.♥ If not, I'll just have ta coat myself in caramel~

From:

akumanotrill

[smiles then licks at his lips and Duo's fingers after he swallows the fruit]

Mn~ Though sound so delicious~ ♥

From:

colony_brat

I'm gunna spoil ya like this~ [Another piece of fruit going into Duo's mouth before he picks up one for Hijiri.]

S'ppose I could always give ya both~ Then ya get both a your favorite desserts~

From:

akumanotrill

Too late~ ♥ [and opens his mouth obediently for the next piece]

That would be very, very nice~

From:

colony_brat

S'ppose I've already done enough ta have ya spoiled. [slides the piece in and runs his fingers over Hijiri's tongue on the way out]

Then I'll have ta do it for ya. You want both at the same time or should I spread out the sweet and the gifts?

From:

akumanotrill

You certainly have~ [licks his fingers]

Hm... spread it out~

From:

colony_brat

[grins down at him] Hope ya don't mind bein' spoiled and taken care of.

If that's what my devil wants~

From:

akumanotrill

I don't mind at all~

It's something he wants very much~

From:

colony_brat

[chuckles and picks up another to pop into his mouth before offering one to Hijiri]

Then it'll be his. Afterall, I'm s'pposed ta serve him and make him happy.

From:

akumanotrill

[gladly receives it]

And that will make him very, very happy~

From:

colony_brat

[And so goes the fruit until the plate's clean.]

I'll have ta think a other things ta make 'im happy 'sides desserts/

From:

akumanotrill

[and he continues to lie there contently on Duo's lap]

Little gifts from time to time would be nice~

From:

colony_brat

[Duo licks his fingers clean before wiping them off. Then he traces his fingers over and around Hijiri's face, smiling down at him with a slight goofy look.]

I could manage that if I keep findin' things that make me think a you. We already know how much I love anythin' that brings out your eyes, but what's your favorite color?

From:

akumanotrill

[smiles, closing his eyes as he leans slightly against Duo's fingers as the brush against his cheek]

My favorite colour? Hm... I don't really have one. [thinks a bit then reaches up to touch Duo's cheek] If I had to choose... I guess it would have to be the colour of your eyes~

From:

colony_brat

[Duo's fingers work over the lines of Hijiri's face like he's trying to memorize them, tracing his lips, his nose.]

[smiles and turns his head to press a kiss against Hijiri's palm] Now who's bein' sappy? But also confusin'. Afterall, they change color~ Ya like 'em blue or violet?

From:

akumanotrill

[sighs softly and happily at that]

[laughs a bit] Hm... [no, he's not thinking of another shinigami for a brief moment...] Violet.

From:

colony_brat

You gunna stay here like this all mornin'? Think I like it.

[chuckles] Think ya just like bein' the one who makes 'em violet. Ya like when I'm worked up, doncha?

From:

akumanotrill

Maybe~ ♥ It's too comfortable here... don't want to move.

But they really do look pretty when they're violet~ Am I the only one right now that can make them violet?

From:

colony_brat

Well, I guess I'll just have ta stay here 'til ya do. That or 'til ya want the rest a your breakfast.

Glad ya like 'em that way, but don't think that's a fair question~ Afterall, lotta pretty people here... [pauses for some suspense] but ya are the one who really makes 'em violet.♥