colony_brat | Don't Go Into The Light

[Voice]

[The journal clicks on and Duo's voice is strong but almost airy. It's almost like he's not paying attention to what he's doing. His eyes are glazed and distant in the little picture.]

I just wanted to let everyone know that I love Hijiri Minase. I love everythin' about him from his strong, calloused, violin-playin' fingers to his slight body to his hypnotizing, green eyes. I love the devilish side of him that flirts and plays just as much as I do. I love the way he accepts my bloodied hands and flirtatious attitude. I love how jealous he can be and how he saves himself just for me. He makes me feel special. I want to stay in this place just to be with him and to hell with my world. I wake up from nightmares where I had to return and never see him again. I wanna take care of and please him more than I've wanted anyone else. I really feel like a servant to him, but I'm happy with it. I feel needed again.

[There's a pause and he almost sways for a moment before he speaks again.]

I'm sorry, Has. It'll probably hurt you to hear that, but it's all true. I still care 'bout you, but it's different. I'm still here for ya and I still love ya in a way like how I love Kam. Don't hate me for this.

[The journal never really turns off. Duo just wanders away to do his usual morning stuff including a shower and going shopping for stuff for Azzip. After a while of silence, the journal apparently gets bored and turns itself off.]

(ooc: That's right people. Curiosity might have killed the cat, but it hypnotized the pilot. He was out for his morning run (which now happens in the dark since the days are so short) when he saw the swinging light. Like a good soldier, he tried to gather intel before rushing in... that means he stared at it for too long. Duo hates the word love and even worse, he hates being public about it. I figured this was the most out of character thing he could do. Still, it's all true so there you go. Duo will think this was a dream if he's questioned, but the entry's been blocked from deletion by his own hacking skills. It's not going anywhere even after he finds out about it.)

Current Mood: groggy
Current Location: Azzip

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From:

colony_brat

No more thinkin' 'bout Q like that or I'll have ta beat 'im up or somethin' ta prove who deserves ya... or somethin' else stupid. I wanna keep ya to myself.

[nods] Yeah, I can see that. Think it really helps him. What do ya think 'bout teasin' him? If I remember, we'd planned on flirtin' with 'im together.

Yeah, I'm tryin' ta focus on that more than your father. It's somethin' at least.

From:

akumanotrill

Aww... don't beat him up. I already told you, you have me all to yourself.

Well, he is feeling better now~ What's the plan?

It's fine~ It's fine~ Don't worry about it. [smiles and is so not going to say how his father tried to hit him when he heard... or the things he called him.]

From:

colony_brat

Better or I might lose another friend... [He mutters a little and runs his hands all over Hijiri like he's staking his claim.]

Easy, SOP. Just do what we usually do ta tease the unwillin'. We just keep ta different sides so he has ta go back and forth. We could get 'im on the couch so he doesn't feel traped and it can be after ya played so he's relaxed.

[Good idea because Duo might try summoning a ghost to kick it's see-through ass.] They're your parents. How can I not worry 'bout it? But I'll still be happy.

From:

akumanotrill

[lets him touch whereever he wants, slightly leaning towards his hands] Would you like to mark your claim then~?

Hm... sounds good~ I hope he doesn't try to avoid us later though.

Father has always been rather obstinate... and this is what I've chosen and I'm happy with it and that's all that matters.

From:

colony_brat

I just might. That way Q won't be gettin' any ideas. [hums] But how ta mark ya as mine~

He'll probably pout for a while, but I doubt he can go that far. If he tries, think he'll come back if we start callin' him chicken or a coward or somethin'.

If you're happy, that's what really matters. The dead can't stop us from bein' happy now.

From:

akumanotrill

Anyway and anywhere you want~

Hm.. I hope so. Or all that hard work of getting him to open up a bit would have been wasted.

They can't.

From:

colony_brat

Wanna make it where it's easy ta see. Wanna make it dark.

[hums thoughtfully] Ya gotta point there. Maybe we shouldn't. I don't wanna ruin things when ya got 'im ta open up so much.

From:

akumanotrill

Make it then~ ♥

Perhaps we should wait a while later then. When he's even more comfortable with us touching him, he'll enjoy it more~

From:

colony_brat

[Duo leans forward to kiss Hijiri, draggins his lips over his cheek, down to the sensitive spot behind his hear, and down his neck. There, he seals his lips and starts to suck and nibble, sometimes biting hard, but he's quick to lick and suck on it to keep it from hurting too much.]

[chuckles] Then I guess we just keep up the usual and keep pushin' him and touchin' him and teasin' him.

(ooc: For the event, I was going to do a log where the house gets burned down and blown up because of Duo's explosives and I wanted to know if it's alright if Duo drags Hijiri out and through the maze with some other people.)

From:

akumanotrill

[returns the kiss, curling his arms round Duo again, then he tips his head to one side and closes his eyes, humming softly as he feels Duo's lips gliding over his sensitive skin. His fingers grip at Duo's shirt a bit at the biting with a soft whimper]

Okay~! ♥ I wonder if he'll open up more to you or me~?

((It's fine with me~))

From:

colony_brat

[Duo keeps it up, starting to suck more than nibble. His hand slide down Hijiri's back until he can grip and hold his ass.]

Well, at this rate, think it's gunna be you. I've been forcin' stuff outta him. He just trusts you.

(ooc: I made the long here so have fun.)

From:

akumanotrill

[moans a bit at the sucking and groping]

He does?

From:

colony_brat

[Duo pulls back to look at the mark before dipping his head again right next to the mark and starts it again, planning on doubling the mark in size.]

Apparently, 'less you're makin' him talk to ya some way. Might be the violin thing. Makes him relax so he talks to ya.

From:

akumanotrill

Are you trying to mark my entire neck~?

I'd like to think it's my charisma~ ♥ [chuckles]

From:

colony_brat

Ya said I could mark ya wherever I wanted~ [He seals his lips and sucks again.]

Long as it's not 'cause he has a crush on ya. Might have ta get jealous a him too~ [He chuckles to show that he's kidding and not serious.]

From:

akumanotrill

Ah~ I guess I did. You may continue then.

It's nice having you be the jealous one for a change coz then you'd have to work harder to keep me impressed~

From:

colony_brat

[Good because Duo's not going to stop until he pulls his lips away and sees the two marks together, both blazing red and purple on Hijiri's skin.] That should keep 'im away for a while. You're mine.

Ya already make me work harder ta keep ya entertained. Ya don't have ta make me jealous. I'm already willin' ta do whatever I can ta keep ya happy.

From:

akumanotrill

I think everyone already knows I've already been claimed and by who after your little annoucement~ ♥

And you've been doing a wonderful job so far.

From:

colony_brat

Yeah... don't remind me. Still can't believe I did that. [He keeps looking at the mark while he talks and his hands squeeze.]

Good. Wanna do the best I can for ya so ya don't go lookin' for another pilot ta cuddle up to. Still gunna be jealous 'bout other guys gettin' ideas.

From:

akumanotrill

[rests his head againsts Duo's shoulder] I still think it was extremely cute and sweet~ ♥ [lets out a soft sound and presses closer to Duo by reflex]

I won't. Don't worry.

From:

colony_brat

I'm still glad you're happy with it. [Duo keeps pulling him forward so their hips are rubbing together.]

I believe ya.

From:

akumanotrill

[chuckles softly against his neck] You still want that breakfast, don't you~? Trying to make up for a lost week?

Good.

From:

colony_brat

I'll stop if ya want. I said I would and even make ya a real breakfast. Just tell me what ya want. [He doesn't stop his movement, but it's more gentle.