colony_brat | Don't Go Into The Light

[Voice]

[The journal clicks on and Duo's voice is strong but almost airy. It's almost like he's not paying attention to what he's doing. His eyes are glazed and distant in the little picture.]

I just wanted to let everyone know that I love Hijiri Minase. I love everythin' about him from his strong, calloused, violin-playin' fingers to his slight body to his hypnotizing, green eyes. I love the devilish side of him that flirts and plays just as much as I do. I love the way he accepts my bloodied hands and flirtatious attitude. I love how jealous he can be and how he saves himself just for me. He makes me feel special. I want to stay in this place just to be with him and to hell with my world. I wake up from nightmares where I had to return and never see him again. I wanna take care of and please him more than I've wanted anyone else. I really feel like a servant to him, but I'm happy with it. I feel needed again.

[There's a pause and he almost sways for a moment before he speaks again.]

I'm sorry, Has. It'll probably hurt you to hear that, but it's all true. I still care 'bout you, but it's different. I'm still here for ya and I still love ya in a way like how I love Kam. Don't hate me for this.

[The journal never really turns off. Duo just wanders away to do his usual morning stuff including a shower and going shopping for stuff for Azzip. After a while of silence, the journal apparently gets bored and turns itself off.]

(ooc: That's right people. Curiosity might have killed the cat, but it hypnotized the pilot. He was out for his morning run (which now happens in the dark since the days are so short) when he saw the swinging light. Like a good soldier, he tried to gather intel before rushing in... that means he stared at it for too long. Duo hates the word love and even worse, he hates being public about it. I figured this was the most out of character thing he could do. Still, it's all true so there you go. Duo will think this was a dream if he's questioned, but the entry's been blocked from deletion by his own hacking skills. It's not going anywhere even after he finds out about it.)

Current Mood: groggy
Current Location: Azzip

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From:

colony_brat

[Duo nods and flutters his wings a bit so the light seems to sink into the dark feathers.] I may run and hide, 'specially from shit like this, but I never lie, and certainly not to you. I meant it.

Mmmm... yeah. Smells good. You taste good. [Duo keeps dragging his tongue along Hijiri's neck.]

From:

akumanotrill

Mn. I believe you.

[chuckles softly] You're hungry already~? But I thought you said you were tired from your last meal~

From:

colony_brat

Good.

[Duo chuckles too as he noses Hijiri's shirt out of the way to reach the hallow of his throat.] Doesn't mean I can't enjoy a little more. We could stop, but breakfast tastes so good~

From:

akumanotrill

It really has been a very difficult week for you ne... I wouldn't mind a bit of breakfast I guess...

From:

colony_brat

Rather you not remind me. It was bittersweet and not havin' you just made it harder. I won't make ya, bright eyes. If you're tired, I could make a real breakfast instead.

From:

akumanotrill

It's okay... it was a bit difficult for me too... [wraps his arms round Duo]

From:

colony_brat

She's happy though, isn't she? You shouldn't feel as bad anymore. [Duo stops his licking and just holds Hijiri with his nose still in Hijiri's neck.]

From:

akumanotrill

She is... ...my parents were here too... actually... [rests his head against Duo's]

From:

colony_brat

I... you played for 'em, didn't you? I'd forgotten. I was kinda on auto-pilot this week. Did ya have a nice visit with 'em? [Duo's not willing to show he's worried about Hijiri yet.]

From:

akumanotrill

Mn. I did. ...then Quatre came over and we played for them together, though I asked them to hide so they wouldn't scare him. Ryuhou's mother was here too and his girlfriend! [laughs a bit] Ryuhou actually had a girlfiend before! It was a bit of a surprise... guess we shouldn't underestimate him~

They said they were proud of me... [falls silent as he just leans against Duo]

From:

colony_brat

... I can't believe how much I missed. I woulda liked hearin' ya guys play together and meetin' your parents. But Ryu told me a long time ago... I shouldn't say that. Well, what he told me made me pretty sure he couldn't a had a girlfriend. I'll have ta ask 'im 'bout it later. [He sighs heavily.] I'm sorry I was... yeah...

I'm glad. You're doin' what they wanted so they should be proud. I'm glad ya got to hear it. [Duo turns his head back and forth to rub one end of their forhead to the other together.]

From:

akumanotrill

Mn. And you'd better stat paying attention again or I might fall in love with Quatre instead~! [laughs] I've been looking and looking for a pianist here and he is one~ ♥ And promised to play with me once we manage to find a piano~ And he said he'd look for one with me~

... well, I guess she wasn't exactly his girlfriend yet... but from what he told me. She loved him a lot and he only realised how he felt for her after she died... it kind of suits him though, the role of a tragic romantic hero...

Mn. I'm glad I got to see them one last time. [rubs back a bit]

From:

colony_brat

[Duo pulls his head away and looks offended, but he doesn't let go.] Hey! No switchin' pilots on me. Ya already picked one so ya better stay with 'im. I don't care how many instruments he can play. If ya want a lover who can play that badly, I'll try ta learn.

[That makes him chuckle.] Yeah, that'd be Ryu, caught in some tragic tale where the girl dies before our hero can know love.

So... they umm... did they... ya know... did ya tell 'em about me? About us?

From:

akumanotrill

[looks as if he's really considering a switch] But he can be so cute and sweet~ And he's polite and such a gentleman~ But still... I guess you are more fun and amusing and so full of wonderful surprises~ And all those nice things you can do with your hands and tongue... [kisses his cheek] I won't choose anyone else, don't worry. Quatre is just my music partner, that's all.

I'm glad he opened up to me though and let me hold him till he felt better.

... uh... I... told them a little... my father wasn't too happy about it... he can be rather old-fashioned... but mother managed to persuade him to accept it in the end.

From:

colony_brat

[grumbles and pouts] He's also the head of his family's company and loaded. Boy's practically royalty if that's what you're lookin' for.

I really missed out. I'm glad ya guys are gettin' along well. Shame Haseo's still an ass, but I guess I deserve it.

Well... I guess that's good. [He doesn't look too sure.]

From:

akumanotrill

... hm... that might be worth considering if you put it like that~ But don't worry. I'm all yours. [kisses the pout lightly]

And Ryuhou oftens come to watch me practice, it seems to relax and calm him somewhat.

It is... well, at least mother has given us her full blessing.

From:

colony_brat

No more thinkin' 'bout Q like that or I'll have ta beat 'im up or somethin' ta prove who deserves ya... or somethin' else stupid. I wanna keep ya to myself.

[nods] Yeah, I can see that. Think it really helps him. What do ya think 'bout teasin' him? If I remember, we'd planned on flirtin' with 'im together.

Yeah, I'm tryin' ta focus on that more than your father. It's somethin' at least.

From:

akumanotrill

Aww... don't beat him up. I already told you, you have me all to yourself.

Well, he is feeling better now~ What's the plan?

It's fine~ It's fine~ Don't worry about it. [smiles and is so not going to say how his father tried to hit him when he heard... or the things he called him.]

From:

colony_brat

Better or I might lose another friend... [He mutters a little and runs his hands all over Hijiri like he's staking his claim.]

Easy, SOP. Just do what we usually do ta tease the unwillin'. We just keep ta different sides so he has ta go back and forth. We could get 'im on the couch so he doesn't feel traped and it can be after ya played so he's relaxed.

[Good idea because Duo might try summoning a ghost to kick it's see-through ass.] They're your parents. How can I not worry 'bout it? But I'll still be happy.

From:

akumanotrill

[lets him touch whereever he wants, slightly leaning towards his hands] Would you like to mark your claim then~?

Hm... sounds good~ I hope he doesn't try to avoid us later though.

Father has always been rather obstinate... and this is what I've chosen and I'm happy with it and that's all that matters.

From:

colony_brat

I just might. That way Q won't be gettin' any ideas. [hums] But how ta mark ya as mine~

He'll probably pout for a while, but I doubt he can go that far. If he tries, think he'll come back if we start callin' him chicken or a coward or somethin'.

If you're happy, that's what really matters. The dead can't stop us from bein' happy now.

From:

akumanotrill

Anyway and anywhere you want~

Hm.. I hope so. Or all that hard work of getting him to open up a bit would have been wasted.

They can't.

From:

colony_brat

Wanna make it where it's easy ta see. Wanna make it dark.

[hums thoughtfully] Ya gotta point there. Maybe we shouldn't. I don't wanna ruin things when ya got 'im ta open up so much.

From:

akumanotrill

Make it then~ ♥

Perhaps we should wait a while later then. When he's even more comfortable with us touching him, he'll enjoy it more~

From:

colony_brat

[Duo leans forward to kiss Hijiri, draggins his lips over his cheek, down to the sensitive spot behind his hear, and down his neck. There, he seals his lips and starts to suck and nibble, sometimes biting hard, but he's quick to lick and suck on it to keep it from hurting too much.]

[chuckles] Then I guess we just keep up the usual and keep pushin' him and touchin' him and teasin' him.

(ooc: For the event, I was going to do a log where the house gets burned down and blown up because of Duo's explosives and I wanted to know if it's alright if Duo drags Hijiri out and through the maze with some other people.)